From a childhood in the Baptist church to a visit from an ET in my bedroom, this journey has shown me the greatest gifts.
I am writing to testify that Extraterrestrial Contact can and will change your life, because I have been forever changed by this contact!
I also happen to be a member of the professional clergy. I serve a Unitarian Universalist congregation in the mountains of Western North Carolina, and have had visits from Star People off and on since December 28th, 1989. Hypnotic regression has also revealed that I have been visited by these off world intelligences since around the age of 8 years old. Thousands upon thousands of individuals, perhaps I should say millions upon millions of adults and children alike, people from all over the globe and from every walk of life, are having contact with beings from other worlds and dimensions. This is indeed an exciting time to be alive.
My story begins in Baltimore, Maryland. I was raised in the African-American Baptist tradition as a child and young adult. There was lots of music and dramatic preaching on Sunday mornings. I also attended Sunday school where I learned to memorize and recite large passages from the book of Matthew in the New Testament (my favorite book at the time) and I was pretty impressive to my parents and other members of the congregation. At that age I wanted my parents to be proud of me and I genuinely enjoyed attending church. However, as a child I was not at all into science fiction because in my mind, human beings were the pinnacle of God’s creation. How wrong I was.
And yet there was always an inner awareness if you will; a deep intuitive knowing in me that to label people as “saved” and “unsaved,” was inherently wrong. I somehow knew that those labels were somehow violating a law of oneness between myself and all living things for me, it just wasn’t true. Now to be honest, I don’t know how I knew this, I just knew it.
I had a deep intuitive knowing that there was a home that I had originated from that was not on planet earth and that there was a different way of interacting with one another that was much more civil. In my original home we knew that Love was the law of the Universe and that Love was all that mattered. Again, this was a deep cellular knowing but I could not have articulated it at the time if someone would have asked me. I just felt that a God would not choose sides in a war, or deliberately hurt someone because they believed differently. I took the words “God” is love,” very seriously.
Years passed. I had moved from my hometown of Baltimore, Maryland to New York City to pursue a career in the professional theater. Exciting times indeed! But again, after 20 years of pursuing a theatrical career I felt unfulfilled. I wanted to serve others. I drifted away from my religion of origin and began to study spiritual metaphysics in between acting jobs and classes. I began attending The Unity Church as well as Religious Science Congregations on Sunday mornings. I had not totally done away with the teachings of Jesus but I needed a more liberating theology for the old theology of my childhood, much like an old shoe, it just didn’t fit anymore. My consciousness was expanding as I attended these services and began to learn about the power of the human mind and human growth potential. I started reading philosophy and began to study Eastern Religions, and to put it simply, I could not get enough of all the information and wisdom I was coming across at this time in my life.
And then it happened! On December 28th, 1989, after returning to New York City from a vacation in Mexico visiting the pyramids on the Yucatan Peninsula; I woke to see a being from another world at the foot of my bed. I was so scared I thought I would have a heart attack. This individual was no more than 4 feet tall with a chalky white color to his skin. To be honest I’m assuming this person was male, but I don’t know for sure. My room was surrounded with a white light, and this person had a cobalt blue light that surrounded him as if I was seeing his aura. He has a pear shaped head with big black wrap around eyes, and he wore a tight fitting suit that looked like he was wearing a suit made of aluminum foil.
Never the macho type, I managed to pulled the covers up over my head hoping it would go away. The next thing I knew, I felt a temperature change and I heard a whoosing sound in my ears like a great wind was blowing and it felt as if I was somehow outside in the cold. When I pulled the covers down, no one was there. It was as if nothing ever happened. Of course I feared for my sanity and began seeing a mental health professional. A friend recommended a UFO Contactee Support group as well. I eventually was regressed hypnotically by the late Dr. Jean Mundy and years later by the late Bud Hopkins.
The contacts continue to this day. Sometimes, I would be paralyzed when they entered my bedroom. Other times I would be so afraid to even look at them so they would show me telepathically what they looked like or what they were doing. They would show up in my meditations in my third eye area and just stare at me. At times a year or two would go by before they would physically appear but they always come back. I still leave the lights on as long as I can sometimes before I go to sleep at night, but I have come to learn that it’s not about them anymore. They have never really hurt me. The challenge lies with my fear of these experiences. As I reflect, now realize that they helped me to look at where else in my life I let fear control me and keep me from growing, from evolving, from loving.
I have personally seen 3 Star Races in my bedroom. I have seen the so called Greys, though to me they looked chalk colored. I have seen the Reptilians, as well as the Nordic looking Star People. I was even healed by a Nordic Brother of a blood clot in my leg back on July 4, 2013 at 9:50 pm EST.
My spiritual growth accelerated as I voraciously read everything I could get my hands on about UFOS and their occupants. I was not interested in the nuts and bolts aspects of this phenomenon, but I had an insatiable appetite for the spiritual lessons one could glean from these experiences.
Before moving on to how my limited concept of “God” had changed, I want to note the physical changes I experienced after these contacts. It seemed that the summers were the heaviest time for me as far as contacts go for a while, but that too has changed. Why, I don’t know.
I noticed that my interests changed and I was less “self-centered”. I wanted to serve humanity in some way. I felt a call to leave the theater and enter the ministry and I did just that. I became an energy healer and learned to work with crystals and guided meditations. I studied the religions of different cultures regarding star visitors and their influence on these cultures. My hair and nails grew exceptionally rapidly and I needed much less sleep to get through the day. My intuitive abilities felt like they were on steroids and I just began to feel so much more as if my heart was wide open; I felt so much more love in my heart. My consciousness changed and I began to feel a oneness with our Mother – the Earth. I began to live my life less fearfully and to love wastefully. To this day I still feel these emotions.
The “God” that I was raised with was much too small for me. The God I discovered was not an old man up in the sky, who like Santa Claus, would reward you if you were “nice” and punish you if you were naughty, became a thing of the distant past.
Personally, I had to put away the childish concept of “God” that I had grown up with ( Corinthians 13:11). I began to realize that human life was about evolution and the raising of one’s consciousness in order to grow and to learn to love. “God” was not an anthropomorphic being, but an energy – a consciousness, and I was a part of that consciousness. “God” was not outside of me, and I was not separate from it, but this energy was within me – all around me, supporting all life as we know it.
The teachings of Jesus, The Buddha, and other great saints and avatars was dangerous indeed, for it empowered the masses, releasing them from centuries of dependence on the hierarchy of the clergy. This is not to condemn the professional clergy of today, but in my humble experience, we are here to empower and to uplift our brothers and sisters, not to feed their fears.
As part of my spiritual evolution I became more accepting of others who were in a stage of their evolution who needed a personal “God” that punished those who were different. I didn’t have to agree with them to love them. Words like, I’m sorry, I’m scared, I don’t know, I love you, Can you forgive me, became a regular part of my vocabulary. I became more vulnerable and more willing to take risks.
We are all in different stages of evolution because of our previous lives and we bring our gifts, our baggage, and our lessons with us from lifetime to lifetime. My Star Visitors showed me other lifetimes that I had as well. Some of us are young souls, some baby souls, some mature and some are old souls. We are all doing the best we can on the journey. My contacts have taught me compassion and empathy, at least much more than I had before.
All told, I learned that the finite can never fully comprehend the infinite and that any name or experience we have of God or for God was ours alone and it can be limited. We can only say that we have found “a truth” but not “the truth.” For some “God” is a man up in the sky and for others, an aspect of God may be the Universal Law of Cause and Effect. For myself, another aspect of “God” is The Law of One, which is the law that emphasizes that we are not separate from one another and that what I do to you and this planet I do to myself.
In my studies and research, I have found that the Talmud of Jmmanuel resonates with me on a deep level, especially its teachings regarding who and what God is. According to the story, this document was re-discovered by the Swiss Contactee Billy Meier and an Orthodox Clergy by the name of “Rashid,” who was later assassinated. One has to read the document for themselves to see if it has any veracity for them, but Meier purports the document to be the Gospel of Matthew from a Pleiadian perspective. According to the Pleiadian cosmology, There is a “God” who is the ruler of the human race (who also happens to be a Star Person) but above this “god” is a consciousness or energy called Creation.
It would appear that we as human beings have mistaken an ET for the Supreme Intelligence of the Cosmos. Perhaps we can now look at the god Yahweh with fresh eyes? We shall see.
All of this is to say that since my contact experiences, I have discovered that anything is possible and that love is the glue that holds the Cosmos together. I have discovered that when I change the way I look at things, the things I look at begin to change. I used to believe that when everything falls into place I will find peace. Now I realize that when I find peace, everything falls into place. We can call the source of this wisdom “God” or whatever you choose to call it. But most importantly, I would say that my most important lesson has been that when fear knocks at the door and love answers—no one is there.